On October 5th on Twitter I saw another Writober prompt from Deliah S. Dawson, a most excellent author, for flash fiction - a bat in someone's hair. I went a little longer than the 5 tweet limit she suggested. Below is the resulting short story:
Cathy and Sharon sat outside by the firepit. They were celebrating the autumnal equinox, giving thanks for all that had come into their lives.
"It's so peaceful out here! Not like in town. Everybody's in your business. So much noise," Cathy said. "I think I may move out here."
Sharon smiled good naturedly. "Life in the country is a lil bit more complicated than leaving the city behind."
Cathy frowned at her. "Like what?"
"Well," Sharon replied, "You have to be more self-relient. There's no curb-side service out here."
"So you don't think I could cut it if I moved out here? You think it's better I just go back to where I belong?" Cath's face had turned a bit red as she spoke. She reached for her drink on the ground by her chair.
Sharon looked at her friend, searching for words. "I only meant that realistically..."
As Sharon spoke a dark shape dove from the sky towards a moth just above where Cathy's head had been. As she straightened up with her drink, its speed prevented it from stopping before slamming into Cathy's frizzy hair. Stunned by the impact, the dark creature squeaked and flapped. Cathy, also stunned by the impact, began to scream, her spilled drink forgotten.
"What the hell is it?!" She shrieked.
Sharon reached for Cathy, "Be still!" she demanded. As gently as she could, she cupped her hands around the wings and body of the small creature, untangling it from the panicked woman's hair. After freeing it, she studied it for a moment before setting it down on the ground between them and the fire.
"Is that a bat?"
"Yes, Cathy, it's a bat. Just be calm. It will recover in a minute and fly off."
They watched it move around a bit. It looked at the two women then lifted itself up and sprang into the air. It flew back into the trees.
Sharon turned to her friend, "Are you alright? You get scratched or anything?"
"No," Cathy sputtered eyes still wide, "it was just in my hair."
"Catch your breath and calm down. The fire's beginning to die down. We can head inside and get you another glass of tea." She picked up Cathy's glass from where it had landed on the ground with her free hand. Her own glass still half full.
"Come on now, Cathy, let's head inside."
Cathy rose to her feet and walked beside her friend towards the house.
"I didn't know there were bats out here. I've never noticed them before."
"Yeah," Sharon said, "there's a lot of wildlife that'll fly around or just wander up to the house. I have to be careful about tying down the trashcan lids."
Cathy looked over at her friend who was smiling and smiled back with a little laugh as they reached the door. "Sharon, I don't know how you do it!"
Website for Lelain de Peche, author and artist, who occasionally writes blog posts and also posts her poems, short stories, and photos of creative projects (such as quilting). Two books of poetry are available on Amazon.com.
Tuesday, October 18, 2016
Tuesday, October 4, 2016
Flash Fiction Challenge - Monsters
This morning on Twitter I saw another Writober prompt from Deliah S. Dawson, a most excellent author, for flash fiction - monster in a cemetary. I went a little longer than the 5 tweet limit she suggested. Below is the resulting short story:
He could hear them only two gravestones down. They were crying uncontrollably at the new mound of dirt still covered in wreaths and sprays of flowers that had yet to begin to wilt.
He crept closer to the two women. They didn't hear his approach. They were young, their bodies lean. Their long blonde hair fell over their faces as their bodies rocked with sobs. So much like the one in the grave. Were they family or friends? He hadn't seen them there before.
He reached his hand towards the closest woman, his knife in his other hand. His mind reeled at the thought of her. A fantasy played in his mind. At his touch, she spun around, faster than he could catch hold. Her face was exposed between sheets of white hair. Her mouth was so wide with a wild scream, almost overshadowing the sight of her cold black eyes.
Before he could utter a sound they were upon him. His knife a useless defense against them as they tore him to shreds. Their hair was stained red from the arterial pumping. They ate his heart, letting the blood drip down from their mouths onto their ragged black dresses.
Carefully shifting the wreaths and flowers, they dug down with their hands into the soft earth, dropping the pieces of him into the hole. The spilt blood was shifted with the dirt then covered by wreaths and flowers.
Their meal partaken, vengeance having been met, they departed, slipping silently among the tombstones.
He could hear them only two gravestones down. They were crying uncontrollably at the new mound of dirt still covered in wreaths and sprays of flowers that had yet to begin to wilt.
He crept closer to the two women. They didn't hear his approach. They were young, their bodies lean. Their long blonde hair fell over their faces as their bodies rocked with sobs. So much like the one in the grave. Were they family or friends? He hadn't seen them there before.
He reached his hand towards the closest woman, his knife in his other hand. His mind reeled at the thought of her. A fantasy played in his mind. At his touch, she spun around, faster than he could catch hold. Her face was exposed between sheets of white hair. Her mouth was so wide with a wild scream, almost overshadowing the sight of her cold black eyes.
Before he could utter a sound they were upon him. His knife a useless defense against them as they tore him to shreds. Their hair was stained red from the arterial pumping. They ate his heart, letting the blood drip down from their mouths onto their ragged black dresses.
Carefully shifting the wreaths and flowers, they dug down with their hands into the soft earth, dropping the pieces of him into the hole. The spilt blood was shifted with the dirt then covered by wreaths and flowers.
Their meal partaken, vengeance having been met, they departed, slipping silently among the tombstones.
Monday, October 3, 2016
Flash Fiction Challenge
This morning on Twitter I saw a Writober prompt from Deliah S. Dawson, a most excellent author, for flash fiction. I decided to give it a try but went a little longer than the 5 tweet limit she suggested. Below is the resulting short story:
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Morris walked to the edge of the house and looked into the backyard. Leaves had begun to turn yellows, oranges, reds. A few were just beginning to litter the ground. Soon they would need to be raked and bagged.
Movement caught Morris' eye. The squirrel that had been digging in Marjorie's flower pots ran across the lawn with a large bulb in its mouth.
"You little bastard!" exclaimed Morris and started off after it. The squirrel ran straight up the tree and sat flicking its tail on a branch high out of reach. "The second you come out of that tree, you little rat bastard, I will end you!"
Marjorie came into the backyard and noticed the overturned pots. "Oh damn! Was it that squirrel again, Morris?" She asked going over to him. She looked up into the tree. The squirrel looked down at her and chattered again before jumping from its current limb to an ajoining tree.
Morris began to follow it howling angrily, "I'll get you! I'll rip your fucking head off!"
Marjorie picked him up, petting him soothingly, "My brave protector! Let's get you back in the house. You know you're not supposed to be out here. You're declawed." She kissed his head and petted him as she chided him.
Morris settled down. For now he would accept her hospitality and lounge on the comfy couch and eat the delicious treats. He could keep an eye on the squirrel from the windows.
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Morris walked to the edge of the house and looked into the backyard. Leaves had begun to turn yellows, oranges, reds. A few were just beginning to litter the ground. Soon they would need to be raked and bagged.
Movement caught Morris' eye. The squirrel that had been digging in Marjorie's flower pots ran across the lawn with a large bulb in its mouth.
"You little bastard!" exclaimed Morris and started off after it. The squirrel ran straight up the tree and sat flicking its tail on a branch high out of reach. "The second you come out of that tree, you little rat bastard, I will end you!"
Marjorie came into the backyard and noticed the overturned pots. "Oh damn! Was it that squirrel again, Morris?" She asked going over to him. She looked up into the tree. The squirrel looked down at her and chattered again before jumping from its current limb to an ajoining tree.
Morris began to follow it howling angrily, "I'll get you! I'll rip your fucking head off!"
Marjorie picked him up, petting him soothingly, "My brave protector! Let's get you back in the house. You know you're not supposed to be out here. You're declawed." She kissed his head and petted him as she chided him.
Morris settled down. For now he would accept her hospitality and lounge on the comfy couch and eat the delicious treats. He could keep an eye on the squirrel from the windows.
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Tuesday, September 20, 2016
Photographic Memory
I can't remember exactly how old I was when I was given my first camera nor by whom it was given. I know that my sisters and I each received a camera on the same day as a gift and it wasn't for Christmas. That's all I remember.
For years since, I have plagued family and friends by taking photos. I take a lot of photos - even when it was rolls of film that had to be developed. It's gotten worse with the digital age. Some photos are posed. Others are stolen moments. Other people might delete these photos, seeing them as inferior, but not me, I need them. I cherish them. Now I know why. They tell me the stories that my mind can't hold.
I'm in theraphy again. It's not a big deal really. I've gone in and out of cycles of thereapy since I was 14. The more serious work begain after I became pregnant with my first child. I desperately wanted to be a "good parent" or at the very least not mess the kid up as much as I was. I knew early on that I didn't function as other people did. It made it harder to understant why my peers acted a certain way (I understood adults much better, their behavior was fairly predictable). It made me a serious target for bullies in elementary and middle school.
Therapy cycles help me understand more about myself and my quirks and help me learn how to function a little better each time I go through it. This time my therapist discussed some possible cognitive distortions. For homework my therapist had me watch the movie INSIDE OUT. I had seen it in the theater but this time I was watching closely with my own early development in mind.
What did I learn? My "core memories" from childhood would have been comprised more form fear and sadness than joy (in the movie Joy was more the main core). In fact, as I discussed this with my therapist, we realized that one of my survival techniques from early childhood would have been to NOT retain the memories. To form memories (as my therapist explained) one has to be completely present, in the now. As a child, it was much safer for me to NOT be mental present at all. In fact that is the reason that I began telling myself stories, to remove myself from being present from, shall we say, unpleasantness. (Not that I didn't have any joy in my childhood, it's just that there were far more of the other emotions.)
Having explained all that, the point is, there is a fault in how my memories are processed. It's more like a series of snap shots than a moving film. This is why I take so many photos at random times (sometimes of random things); the photos tell me the stories I wasn't present enough to capture correctly. I haven't trained myself to be present enough to hold that memory completely. Sometimes it disintegrates before it's even created.
My therapist and I are working on grounding techniques; trying to find ways to teach me to be more present than stuck inside my head. This has been a challenge. My mind is still trying to keep me safe even though I'm no longer in a damaging situation. Instead of helping me, this coping technique is now crippling me. So until this "being present" thing is more of a norm for me, my family and friends will continue to have to endure my random photography. Surely they will understand.
Thursday, September 1, 2016
Quilts For Loved Ones
Fragrant Luck
Five and a half years ago I acquired this bottle of Coco Mademoiselle during a promotion at a mall I was visiting with my neice. I LOVE this fragrance. To me it smells sophisticated. When I wear it I feel more conficent. I used this bottle sparingly to make the perfume last as long as I could.
But no need to fret about an empty bottle (which is going into recycling). Lucky for me, my husband knows how much I love this fragrance and noticed that I was running low. He bought me a bottle during a business trip and surprised me for Christmas!I am one lucky woman!
Photo taken May 9, 2016 |
Thursday, March 31, 2016
Log Jam
Written April 10, 2011
The soundtrack of chaos
rumbles around
filling my head
with unusable sounds
Unsure of the next step
fumbling around
words are lost
with the speed of sound
Stories become log jammed
trapped inside
my mind on rotation
looking for a sign
Release from chaos
no reason to hide
stories spill out
as the dam crumbles inside
The soundtrack of chaos
rumbles around
filling my head
with unusable sounds
Unsure of the next step
fumbling around
words are lost
with the speed of sound
Stories become log jammed
trapped inside
my mind on rotation
looking for a sign
Release from chaos
no reason to hide
stories spill out
as the dam crumbles inside
Monday, March 21, 2016
World Poetry Day
Written March 21, 2016
My internal world
swirls blindly
a galaxy of many worlds
swirling faster
than a heartbeat
faster than I can catch
faster than I can hold
I drift
LOST
untethered
grasping blindly
for a safe hold
a safe harbor
an open door
back to sleepy fables
forward to poetic sagas
ahead to a blank sheet
filled with words
filled with promise
filled with world after world
finally frozen
in ink
outside my mind
Tuesday, March 1, 2016
Welcome Back Guns N' Roses
In 1992, my husband had begun his Masters degree at Purdue University and I found myself living in Lafayette, Indiana. I was mostly a stay at home mom with our toddler-sized daughter. Besides being a mother, I was also a music enthusiast. I liked a variety of music but at that time I really liked hard rock/metal the most (I had a lot of anger issues). My favorite band was Guns N' Roses.
My brother-in-law, Brad, planted the idea for a writing project when he said to me, "Since you're already in Lafayette, why not write something about Axl." And so I did. I did research on Axl's early life in Lafayette - taking photos around town, looking up his birth announcement from the local newspaper, even going to the courthouse to see what could be found in open records. There was no use trying to interview anyone who might have known him when he was growing up. By then he was famous and he'd asked everyone who knew anything about him to please not talk.
Then we moved back to Tennessee so that my husband could finish his Masters degree at the University of Tennessee. Guns N Roses as a band broke down. The publisher lost interest in the fan based book and declined. My interest and the interest of others changed. All the research and extra copies of the booklets were packed up and put in storage.
Then a lot of life happened. My husband finished his degree. I gave birth to a son. We moved five more times while he worked in the agriculture industry. And then there was the flood that destroyed much of my old writing that I had packed away in storage.
And now, over twenty years later, I've come full circle. When I heard that Guns N' Roses were getting back together I thought it was a good time to pull out what was left of all my old research materials and weave the dangling thread of that unfinished book into the tapestry of my life. I know, it sounds like I'm just trying to make a buck. However, I doubt that I profit financially very much from this project (not any more than I did the previous booklets). But it will give me relief to know that I completed this - finally.
WELCOME BACK GUNS N' ROSES!
Wednesday, January 20, 2016
Stories and Books Read in 2015
Technically I read more books this year than last year; however, some of the books I read were much smaller and perhaps shouldn't be counted. I've also listed some really cool stories I read as well by Kat Howard, Joe Hill, and Neil Gaiman because I enjoyed them so much. If I could add one more thing to this 2015 wrap up, I prefer the erotica of Ava Lovelace* ("Lumber Fox" and "Super Fox") to E. L. James' "50 Shades of Grey" series. It's just a damned shame that she's working on other projects right now and isn't able to finish the trilogy! I hope to post more of the 2015 wrap up of events soon. Thanks for being patient.
Lelain de Peche
Prince Lestat - Anne Rice
NOS4A2 - Joe Hill
The Shadow Cabinet - Maureen Johnson
The Astor Orphan - Alexandra Aldrich
Star Dust - Neil Gaiman
Wolverton Station - Joe Hill
The Witch & the Princess - Kate Howard
Translatio Corpus - Kate Howard
Midnight Crossroads - Charlaine Harris (re-read)
Day Shift - Charlaine Harris
50 Shades of Grey - E. L. James (re-read)
50 Shades Darker - E. L. James
If Walls Could Talk - Juliet Blackwell
A Haunted History of Knoxville - Laura Still
The Spire in the Woods - Reddit/NoSleep/TheBoyInTheClock
Dead Bolt - Juliet Blackwell
Drunken Fireworks - Stephen King (audio)
On Writing - Stephen King (audio) (re-read)
Murder on the House - Juliet Blackwell
The Ocean at the End of the Lane - Neil Gaiman
Instructions - Neil Gaiman
Dangerous Alphabet - Neil Gaiman
Blueberry Girl - Neil Gaiman
A Study in Emerald - Neil Gaiman (Audio)
Returned - Kat Howard
The Archived - Victoria Schwab
Home for the Haunting - Juliet Blackwell
Keeper of the Castle - Juliet Blackwell
You're Never Weird on the Internet (Almost) - Felicia Day
Lumber Fox - Ava Lovelace *
Odd and the Frost Giants - Neil Gaiman
The Martian - Andy Weir
Help for the Haunted - John Searles
The Unbound - Victoria Schwabb
Super Fox - Ava Lovelace*
Give Up the Ghost - Juliet Blackwell
Lelain de Peche
Prince Lestat - Anne Rice
NOS4A2 - Joe Hill
The Shadow Cabinet - Maureen Johnson
The Astor Orphan - Alexandra Aldrich
Star Dust - Neil Gaiman
Wolverton Station - Joe Hill
The Witch & the Princess - Kate Howard
Translatio Corpus - Kate Howard
Midnight Crossroads - Charlaine Harris (re-read)
Day Shift - Charlaine Harris
50 Shades of Grey - E. L. James (re-read)
50 Shades Darker - E. L. James
If Walls Could Talk - Juliet Blackwell
A Haunted History of Knoxville - Laura Still
The Spire in the Woods - Reddit/NoSleep/TheBoyInTheClock
Dead Bolt - Juliet Blackwell
Drunken Fireworks - Stephen King (audio)
On Writing - Stephen King (audio) (re-read)
Murder on the House - Juliet Blackwell
The Ocean at the End of the Lane - Neil Gaiman
Instructions - Neil Gaiman
Dangerous Alphabet - Neil Gaiman
Blueberry Girl - Neil Gaiman
A Study in Emerald - Neil Gaiman (Audio)
Returned - Kat Howard
The Archived - Victoria Schwab
Home for the Haunting - Juliet Blackwell
Keeper of the Castle - Juliet Blackwell
You're Never Weird on the Internet (Almost) - Felicia Day
Lumber Fox - Ava Lovelace *
Odd and the Frost Giants - Neil Gaiman
The Martian - Andy Weir
Help for the Haunted - John Searles
The Unbound - Victoria Schwabb
Super Fox - Ava Lovelace*
Give Up the Ghost - Juliet Blackwell
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